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Meditation, Tantra and Magic
A Guide To The New Nath
Reality
By Shivanath
This is a collection of texts
I wrote which give some kind of an introduction to the Nath current as
I understand it. Future versions will contain further texts.
"Beyond Duality" is an introduction
to Nath Sitting, a simple yet powerful form of meditation.
"Shivanath's Nickle Guide
To Tantra" is a personal exploration of tantra philosophy.
“Understanding Magic” offers
a new theory of magical reality.
Blessings,
Shivanath
Shivanathji@gmail.com
Version 1.0
July 1 2005
Study your own experience
and be your own authority. Nothing is real beyond your own experience.
A lot of this stuff is a
million light years away from what Gurunath would probably approve of,
but is generally in keeping with the old Nath ideals, and the Mahendranathi
lineage. For those of you who don't know what any of that means, it means
don't associate the folks from http://hamsa-yoga.org with this nonsense
and madness ;-)
This material is (C) Shivanath,
2005. Please feel free to distribute it whole and unchanged. The final
version will likely be under a creative commons license which will allow
much more flexibility.
Beyond Duality
Tantra, Equanimity and the Stability of Mind
1. Meditation: Why?
Before meditating, one should
know exactly why one is sitting.
This seems like a simple
requirement, but it is not. Are you sitting to stop suffering? That implies
a belief that suffering can cease! That's a major claim and may align one
with a religious tradition like Buddhism or Hinduism. How do we verify
if those claims about the cessation of suffering are true? Is faith in
other people's results appropriate? How do we know?
To generalize, are you sitting
with the expectation of a result or benefit of some kind? If so, be explicit
about why you think that meditation can produce that result. Similarly,
if you are sitting to learn something about yourself, or your mind, or
the world, know exactly why you think meditation can teach you that particular
thing.
Knowing why you are sitting
is the first step to dismantling the mental framework we build around the
spiritual experiences we have. It clears the way to experiencing meditation
directly, without constantly being focussed on a perceived goal.
2. Meditation: How?
There are many forms of
meditation - nearly as many as there are forms of physical exercise. Different
forms appear to produce startlingly different results in the early stages,
and claims that they all wind up in the same place have to be verified
personally or taken on faith.
Furthermore, it is very
difficult (or perhaps impossible!) to tell what a silent, non-moving person
is doing with their mind. Although people may describe the experience they
are having, and the technique they are using, exactly the same way, how
can we know for sure that they are actually doing exactly the same thing?
As an example, take "mantra"
meditation: repeating a phrase over and over and over again in your mind,
and returning to the phrase whenever you are distracted by a thought. Two
people might do this exercise, one hearing the mantra in their own voice,
the other hearing it in the booming voice of a cosmic being thundering
the mantra into their ears! Will these two meditations have the same effect?
How can we know? What about more subtle differences: hearing the mantra
as if in the center of your skull and in your own voice, versus hearing
it as if you were speaking very quietly? How can we know for sure that
these differences are significant or not?
The technique we will be
using is called "Nath Sitting." This name is arbitrary: the technique exists
in many cultures and under many names. I have seen an exact description
of this technique called "contemplation" by Christian mystics, but other
Christian mystics use the word "contemplation" to mean an entirely different
process: comparison of meditation techniques in language is difficult.
Nath sitting is done as
so: one sits in a comfortable enough position, preferably with the spine
reasonably straight, and attempts to have a relaxed awareness of all of
the contents of the mind and sense organs simultaneously.
Now, here are the two distinctions
from just sitting in an arm chair vegging out.
1. One does not *think*
about anything if possible. If you notice you are thinking, try and return
to a relaxed awareness: watching your self thinking is relaxed awareness.
So is watching yourself not think. Trying to think about something is not
relaxed awareness. If you are thinking, let it happen, but try and observe
with relaxed awareness. If you are feeling, let it happen, do not interfere,
and observe your feelings with relaxed awareness. Don't try to stop thinking
or feeling: that effort is not relaxed awareness. Just sit.
2. One does not process
sensory stimuli if possible. If there are background noises do not go off
on mental riffs about them and their meanings. Just let there be noises.
Try not to fall into studying individual sensations as objects of meditation,
simply let the whole sensorium wash over your mind.
Compared to other meditation
techniques, this approach may seem to be only very slightly different from
simply sitting there. This is because in the Nath philosophy, enlightened
awareness is only very slightly different from just sitting there, if there
is any difference at all. A very gentle tool is used to investigate a very
subtle, or perhaps nonexistent, distinction between the two states of "enlightened"
and "unenlightened" awareness. A few minutes of this technique will have
some effect but things really begin to get started after a few months of
a solid hour or two a day. This may seem like a large investment of time
compared to the more frequently recommended fifteen minutes morning and
evening, and it is.
3. Meditation: What?
So what, exactly, is sitting
there not doing anything other than having relaxed awareness of your senses,
mind and body going to achieve? What is the point of such an exercise,
and why will it (eventually, perhaps) improve the quality of our lives?
The answer is that it is
nearly impossible to do the exercise as described.
Achieving a simple, relaxed
awareness of all of our senses and our minds turns out to be very hard.
Usually the first realization is that our "minds" are in fact dominated
by a constant stream of thoughts forming an "internal dialog" or "stream
of consciousness." Not everybody has this constant internal radio station
of mental static, but most people do.
Another dominant phenomena
is repressed emotions: we're on the go all the time, then we simply stop
and find ourselves weeping as the sadness or pain we are staying busy to
avoid come crashing home.
Just sitting doing nothing
is actually a fairly active process because it gives time and space for
lots of mental phenomena which are usually dammed up behind activities
like work and recreation time to come to the foreground. Old flashes of
memory, distracting thoughts we never normally have time to be distracted
by, wild speculations... All of this stuff comes up, and simply clearing
the backlog of "deferred maintenance" on the mind can take literally months
of steady meditation. Nothing happens other than watching a stream of mental
junk.
Eventually, the stream clears,
and we begin to enter the territory.
4. Meditation: The Territory.
The territory is where meditation
begins to teach us things we did not already know about ourselves and the
universe. There are some basic truths ("sitting being with myself is hard
and upsetting sometimes") which which come almost universally, and quickly.
However, "The Territory" is defined by four experiences.
1. Internal Silence
The "gap between thoughts"
- the tiny moment of silence between the end of one mental word and the
beginning of the next one - begins to be regularly glimpsed, or even enjoyed.
Inner silence becomes a phenomena that one can produce at will with a little
effort, or even an effortless state of mind and being.
2. Energy Awareness
Meditation brings to awareness
input from senses other than the regular five or six, and you begin to
sense your aura, the aura of other people around you, your chakras or energy
flows, blockages in the energy flow in your own body or similar phenomena.
3. Spiritual Communication
Deep insights seemingly
from beyond the human plane enter your awareness and begin to change your
life. Perhaps you even see mental pictures of beings trying to communicate
with you.
4. Emotional Catharsis
You notice patterns of feeling
and thought which are usually hidden to you, such as repressed grief around
the death of a parent or frustration with a career you thought was satisfying.
You feel compelled to change.
Note that all of these phenomena
are fairly common aspects of daily life which are simply magnified by putting
awareness on them for long periods of time. Nothing new is being produced,
but existing truths are being made more visible by holding relaxed awareness.
Most or all of these things are experienced occasionally in flashes by
many people: a premonition about the future, or a brief glimpse of halos
of energy around trees... a moment of rapture at orgasm when the mind is
stilled... meditation simply takes these phenomena and brings them closer
to our daily awareness by a gradual process.
5. The Aura.
The human aura is a fairly
widely accepted piece of energy anatomy: a series of roughly spherical
shells which surround the human body, each composed of more and more subtle
matter, or substances like "prana" or "chi." The objective existence of
the aura appears hard to prove at this time, but enough people have the
experience of one (going back thousands of years) that it seems reasonable
to use the term without further justification.
It is my experience that
meditation changes our relationship with the aura. Long spiritual practice
of any kind tends to build an awareness of the aura, and a rapid integration
of the body and the energy field, resulting in increased physical capabilities,
better health, and many other side benefits. For whatever reason, constant
mental noise seems to interfere greatly with the perception of the aura
and integration of the aura and the physical body, and meditation cures
that problems. Many people, particularly those with strong hatha yoga practices,
are only a small step from a high level awareness of the integrated mind/energy/body
and often sitting meditation is the missing next step to that state.
Both the "Golden Dawn" (a
victorian occult society) and the ancients who worshiped Mithras identified
the zodiacal wheel strongly with the human aura. Not all schools of thought
agree with this mapping, but I do. In the old images of Mithras,
a muscular god is seen emerging from a "cosmic egg" which is inscribed
with the symbols of the zodiac.
In high energy environments,
such as a retreat setting, a magical circle, or a gathering of adepts,
the level of the aura which corresponds to the zodiac can be seen and felt.
It serves as a receptor for planetary influences (and therefore is the
real basis for astrology) and also governs the expression of a lot of "fate"
or "karma."
I cannot speak much more
for this experience and its uses at this time, but drawing a zodiacal circle
around you while you meditate, facing towards the position of your natal
sun (i.e. your sun sign, but please be more precise if you can) can be
a smooth and rapid method of extending your awareness in radical new directions.
6. The Fullness (and Emptiness)
of Being.
The human condition in its
full reality is neither complex nor simple. Saints and sages from many
traditions proclaim "you are god" or "you are pure awareness" in many different
variations. Meditation is one key to beginning to tread the path to the
discovery that in your current life this is already true. Discovering the
reality of your aura is important because it breaks the cultural belief
system which is so prevalent in the west: that you are your body, that
the mind is a product of the brain, and that death is as permanent for
the self as it is for the body. Furthermore, the aura corresponds closely
to the "soul" and (in my experience) contains much of the "shadow" - those
parts of us which are potential, but not manifest. If we are male, our
aura will tend to be female and vise versa. Similarly, if we are young
or old, the aura or soul contains the potential for the traits we had in
youth, or will in old age. It is the well from which we draw our beings.
Tantra provides a set of
approaches to integrating the new phenomena that meditation reveals rapidly
and easily relative to meditation alone. The creation of circumstances
and contexts which facilitate insight and integration is the core of tantra.
We are already our aura, our chakras, our souls, but we realize it not.
We are narrowed and limited to a certain set of frequencies and experiences,
and tantra provides tools to reverse this. The awareness created by Nath
Sitting or other forms of meditation can be brought into ritual circumstances
to quickly ripen understanding of what already is. This is the process
of magic or ritual: creating circumstances which quickly allow initiation
and insight into the real condition of our being! The stable mind, relatively
deconditioned by sitting practice, can quickly see, understand and assimilate
new phenomena which are made visible by unusual circumstances like visits
to a shrine, a puja celebration and other places where energy is focussed
on enlightenment. This dynamic, meditative awareness brought to ritual
activities like worship of murtis or sacred dance produces rapid transformation.
All of this is tantra.
Furthermore, the stable
mind, trained not to flinch or distract itself, begins to see the roots
of being-ness: what it is to be alive, what it is to be an individual,
what in the self is eternal, and what is passing. All of this is eternally
present, but our focus is narrowed to obscure it, creating the limited
sense of self we so typically experience. Samarasa ("equanimity") is the
quality of self which comes from the realization of what the self is, and
is not.
At the start, we asked questions
about "why meditate" - and this is basically why. Meditation reveals our
life as it is by reducing the distractions and changing how we process
sensory data. It gives glimpses, and perhaps full visions, of the Self,
the Divine Indweller, and the Soul. All of these are notional phenomena
unless and until one experiences one, after which they become as obvious:
always was there, always will be. All of that is here already, and meditation
is how we learn to recognize it. No more, no less. You stare at being with
an open mind until you realize what you are seeing.
The final wall - the "fourth
wall" if you like - is between us and other people. We live our entire
lives behind the screen which separates self from other, and it, too, is
illusion. We are all one, all co-create each other through a continuous
dance of perception, of karma, of gain and loss. Meditation reveals the
dance of interbeing in a new light, one which reveals the entire play as
a grand pleasure, an adventure, a game fit for god itself. I myself struggle
to hold that view, having stabilized many of the earlier ones through my
own practice, but I know that continued practice will make it possible.
Meditation is observation
of what is. What is is only god. Meditation is observation of god being
god. All perception has that quality, but meditation is special in it's
intention: to see what is true, beneath the great divine drama, and eventually
to live as a conscious participant in creation, right along side all the
other god. To enjoy the bliss of the creation as the creator entering into
his and her own works. Some call it living from the divine source: I call
it truth and wisdom.
I don't know why things
are as they are. I do know that we suffer and die only in some part, and
in other parts of our being we are eternally free, joyful, hopeful and
optimistic. Meditation is one way to bring the wholeness of your soul to
your attention and to experience that joy and bliss.
But don't take my word for
it, or anybody else's. If you believe other people's assumptions it is
hard to discover your own inner spiritual authority, your own kernel-of-truth
bullshit detector, your own will in the world. I've painted a picture based
on my own experience, written words to try and communicate how I think
the meditative experience works but only the part which you verify for
yourself is reality. All else is hearsay.
Study your own experience
and be your own authority. Nothing is real beyond your own experience.
Shivanath's Nickel Guide
to Tantra
In which Shivanath takes
a quick stroll through the understructures of Tantra with particular focus
on stripping away the delusions which have built up around tantra and sex,
orientalism, and Buddhism.
I’m a Nath. I’d been a practicing
tantric sorcerer for about ten years before I became one, and I can’t say
that it changed very much in my outlook, but that’s my lineage.
Almost all of the available
material on Tantra is bunk. Most of the translations were done by non-sorcerers
who were incapable of picking apart metaphor from literal description,
were not deeply enough versed in Indian psychological and magical models,
and were influenced by the early translations which miscast the entire
field of study.
Let’s deal with the basics:
1. Tantra in cultural context.
Tantra is a branch of Hinduism.
Tantric Buddhism is more or less Hinduism with a gloss of Buddhism added.
Vajrayana Buddhism is a grossly sexist form of Tantra which really doesn’t
seem to offer female adepts any social roles, and is nearly entirely staffed
by male teachers, which should make you suspicious right there.
Tantra therefore operates
in the general framework of esoteric hinduism: reincarnation, karma, the
notion of the individual soul seeking a better relationship with the soul
of the universe, chakras, energy bodies, gurus and the rest of the system.
Tantra is “antinomian” - believing that there are no laws. However it is
not undisciplined, and any tantric adept with addictions, or who can be
controlled by other people, is not an adept. The discipline is self imposed,
but it is ruthless and absolute.
2. A brief overview on the
practical business of tantra
Tantra can be divided into
technique, philosophy, practice and action. Much of the technique is standard
magical stuff found anywhere: banishings, invocations etc. I’ve found it
works a little better to use Indian-style banishings etc. in a tantric
context than, say, the LBRP, but the difference is fairly small most of
the time. YMMV.
Philosophy is very simple
in essence: whatever “enlightenment” is, it is visible right here and right
now if you’re willing to look there. It can’t come and go - it must already
be here. Now, how to notice it? This philosophy winds up in some strange
practices: doing things which are supposed to be distracting or grounding,
and not being distracted or grounded. Sex, eating meat, getting drunk,
working a day job, having low or high social status etc. Implicit within
this is the idea of reaching enlightement while still having active karma.
This is an explosive idea: normally enlightenment is said to be reached
by exhausting one’s karma. Finish the game, get to zero credit, zero debit
and walk off the board into Samadhi.
Tantra suggests that one
can be enlightened while still having karma - still having a social role,
obligations, even desires. It simply requires one to be master of that
karma - able to destroy it at will, able to control it’s expressions. One
must still master karma, but does not have to annihilate it to do so. In
this respect, tantra is about taming and domesticating the experience of
the universe, rather than destroying it. The steps are still the steps
of Yoga, but the goals are a little different at an aesthetic and therefore
technical level. This philosophy is often paraphrased as “learning to enjoy
the created universe in the same way which god enjoys it” and I don’t know
of a better expression of the heart of the matter than that.
Practice is simple. Start
with meditation. Learn how to “surf” the emotions - to feel the discomfort
and emotional pressure which meditation brings up, but rather than hiding
out in the white light and the roaring stillness, camp out in your anger
and your pleasure and your pain. You sit, you feel rage at your parents,
you sit with it. You don’t judge it, you don’t try and get away from it,
you don’t try and mask it. You don’t ask it to leave. You just be there
with whatever it is. You do this for everything: bliss and horror. If you’re
not feeling the horror, you’ve either cleared all your repressed emotions,
or you haven’t hit them yet.
It’s in there, trust me.
Meditation is Goalless.
NO ALTERED STATES!!!
One simply sits and watches.
Once the mind is solidly established in that practice and has stopped trying
to censor things at a gross level, so you can watch, say, a curious thought
about incest or rape or theft or murder and not really be upset to see
that your karma includes such ideas, then you can begin to take it out
into the world. You can begin to hold the same kind of awareness of “stuff
just is what it is” while performing activities.
Action taken from this perspective
- of just being what you are - can be insanely and destructively dangerous.
Here’s why. Most people are a finely counterbalanced network of drives
and repressions. Dismantling the repressions without dismantling the drives
can easily produce monsters. Here’s the key: the fundamental drives are
not bad. Sex, food, good work, nice friends and so on - all that stuff
is great. But the drives get twisted: your parents say “sex is evil” so
you wind up with a block, and behind the block builds anger.
Vent the anger at it’s target:
your parents and their beliefs about sexuality and you’re golden. Vent
it at your spouse or your sex partner, and you’re an asshole. The skill
and grace of tantric practice is knowing how clean you are accurately -
what you can express purely, as-it-is, and what you’re still tied up in
self destructive knots about. There are arts to this too: what to vent,
what to burn, what to contain for future expression. You learn to “smell”
material which is ready to blow, and to find safe ways of doing it.
Without that skill and discretion,
tantra of any significant depth is a cheap and easy way to destroy your
life.
I believe, although I have
no first hand evidence to support this, that once there is essentially
nothing left which has not been opened up in this way, one enters a “superconducting”
state - zero internal resistance - at which point one simply exists and
acts.
Sounds a bit like Zen, doesn’t
it?
3. Shortcuts.
Tantra includes a set of
practices which help people get to a frictionless state. Being pure divine
consciousness in the bodies of hairless apes, we have a lot of issues related
to the ape body. Apes are afraid of death, obsessed with sex and status,
terrified of losing and so on. Full library of monkey problems!
The consciousness learns
to flinch away from the ape. “No, I’m PURE MIND!” Tantra therefore gets
people back into the habit of just being what they are - divine consciousness
incarnate as an ape - this involves cutting through culture. One cannot
understand what a thing is, if one already knows what it is. Sex, for example.
What is it really?
Strip away the cultural
context of sex. Put some apes in a room, and give them license to do what
they please. Retain the awareness which was built through the meditation
- see the desires as they are, not as you would like them to be. Fairly
soon, inspite of all the fun and games, it becomes aparent that the SEX
thing is actually fairly simple: it’s about reproduction, tribal bonding,
power, and buried deep within, there’s a spirit of companionship, of god-as-ape
taking pleasure in the simple joy of fucking.
Strip off the culture and
there’s something rather touching underneath.
Cut a little deeper, and
the reproductive aspect comes into focus: sex contains the antidote to
death! Reproduction for the body is a shot at immortality! This is the
beginning of unmaking the distinction between the goals of the body, and
the goals of the soul - if the body understands that it, too, is pure consciousness….
Again, I haven’t gone far
in that direction. But Goraknath - codifier of Hatha Yoga, inventer of
Laya Yoga and Kundalini Yoga we’re told - is said to be physically immortal
and living in a cave somewhere in India.
There are a lot of short
cuts. Most of them boil down to “if you’re obsessed with something, why
not put it in a lab context, study the hell out of it, and then figure
out what it really is and why you want it.” Most desires drop away when
examined that way. Disassemble a complex aggregate desire which has been
hard to satisfy into the three or four primal desires which compose it.
Satisfy or release each individually. The few which do not go are typically
very worthy and easy to satisfy.
It’s the *process* which
produces the apparent madness, the antinomian indulgence in the depths
of human nature, the eating of feces and liking it. All of that stuff is
just ways of seeing forbidden desires in a ritual context which allows
them to be denuded of the glitter of being forbidden.
Nothing is forbidden. Do
you really want to fuck a nun in the ass while a cardinal watches? Or did
you just want to reclaim your sexuality and experience it on your own terms,
not the terms of the Catholic Church? Ok, very good, now go back to your
house, buy the wife some long-stemmed red roses, and have a good night.
That’s the real spirit of the thing right there: most of the basic material
is very clean and very loving. It’s the repression that produces the anomalies
and the fearsom perversions.
4. Bliss
One side effect of all of
this is bliss. It usually starts around the process of realizing that one
is both male and female, and that the two can be unified in a variety of
fun and interesting ways, but it can start around food, or love, or a bunch
of other ways. It’s basically a realization that you can be blissful regardless
of what you are doing or feeling. It’s pretty cool but not that informative.
I wouldn’t give it up for
the world, mind you.
It’s a great gift. Afterwards,
everything is sort of pleasant, even the stuff which really sucks. However,
it’s easy to mistake this feeling of well being, which is still rooted
in the physical body, with the BLISS OF CONSCIOUSNESS which is a much deeper
thing. Or is it?
There’s only one way to
find out. Spending a lot of time in bliss. Poking around at it, turning
it one way and the other, trying to see what it is and where it comes from.
To study bliss by being
blissful is a high tantra. One comes around again to eating, drinking,
sleeping, fucking, and all the other arts and parts of life, but enjoys
them so much more because the seeds of suffering are largely toasted and
sterile and disgarded. If you don’t make yourself suffer, it’s remarkable
how little suffering there is in the world around you.
It’s not a perfect world.
But the world is much, much closer to perfect than the crappy self image
- self myth - we start out with. Perhaps it is a perfect world… and a little
more bliss… will show me how to see that….
It’s important to remember
that you can still fry at every stage. Bliss is wonderful - but if you’re
an asshole… it can collapse. You can blow it by creating hatred in your
own being. You can blow it by lusting and hurting people who are drawn
to your balance. You can do all kinds of stuff which creates bad ripples
in the force which kick you out of paradise.
Just don’t! Basic goodness,
basic goodness. All of that Vajrayana mayhem? Advanced practitioners. Stabilize
the bliss and study it and, if you find that to maintain it, you have to
bend the rules of the world a little, please do it with grace and love.
That’s the tantric way.
5. Blood sacrifice, death
cults, etc.
If death disturbs your consciousness,
if you shy away from it, buy a rabbit and a book on skinning rabbits. Kill
it, skin it, cook it, eat it, wear it. If that wasn’t enough, do it again.
Do it too often, one day
you’ll be the rabbit, seeing the experience from the inside.
Better to pray to Kali and
ask her, if you dare, to help you with your problems around death, ask
to be allowed to live happily and well, because your meditation is teaching
you all you need to know at a fast enough rate.
Right? Do you see the model?
The universe brings whatever you need to learn from, or you reach out for
it yourself. The more you learn in meditation, the less in manifestation.
It’s critically important to understand why all of the darkness and death
worship and orgies and the like exist: rapid ways of puncturing the garbage
bags of the unconscious, spreading the junk all over the floor, picking
out the useful stuff, and burning the rest to nothingness.
6. Why Bother?
The core of tantra is the
theological understanding that the universe was created by intelligent
entities which want us to have fun in it. All the conditioning and the
karma and all the rest of that stuff can be let go of, just as you can
allow your mother to tidy your room, if you don’t care about the lego models
on the floor.
Your life is nothing but
a hill of little yellow plastic bricks that you dance around as if it was
the Goddess.
If you’re willing to let
Her sweep it away, and put herself in the center, she will. It may still
look like yellow plastic bricks to everybody else, but you’ll know. Oh
yes, my precious you’ll know.
Understanding Magic
On the Magic of the Modern Naths
1. What's In A Name?
Magic is a bad word. Nearly
everything associated with the word "magic" leads to misunderstandings
of the subject: parlor tricks, guys in funny robes muttering in strange
languages, Aleister Crowley and the Golden Dawn. All these things are instances
of magic, but magic is a great country. To understand magic by these fragments
is like understanding France through pastries and the Eiffel tower.
Partly to cut through this
baggage, I will be using the term "sorcery" frequently, mostly to refer
to "getting something done by non-ordinary means." You can read it all
as "magic" if you like.
2. The Social Construction
of Words
A dog is only called a dog
because we all agree that it is a dog, and that it is called that.
In some cultures, a lot
of the things we call dogs - Paris Hilton's carpet slipper, for example
- might not be recognized as such. In other cultures our definition of
dogs as pets rather than food animals would be similarly puzzling. Both
the boundaries of the object, and the definition of that object are both
socially constructed. We say "this is a dog" but they say "no, dogs are
larger and brown and aggressive." We see the carpet slipper and the feral
hound as two examples of one species, and they see two entirely different
animals. Who's right? We might argue that it's Canis lupus familiaris but
we're appealing to Science, which also has some socially constructed aspects.
Those words mean only what other people from our social group construe
them to mean, regardless of the objectivity of the phenomena to which the
words refer. There is no way out of this maze: even if phenomena are objective
(which they are not!) words are completely relative.
"When I use a word it means
just what I choose it to mean, neither more nor less." (H. Dumpty)
There's a need for this
kind of pop-pomo linguistics because without it, magic will revert to being
defined by a series of examples, which one person can define one way ("that's
magic") and another defines another way ("that's just a coincidence").
While (nearly) all magic is subject to attack-by-denial-of-agency in this
way, a properly constructed definition of magic is proof against this predation
by petty tinkerers.
3. What is Magic?
Magic is whatever everybody
involved in the conversation agrees magic is.
Now, this is a remarkably
obvious and unhelpful definition in all cases except the practical one:
this definition works. If I perform some act, and I say "I did this by
Sorcery" and you say "No, that's just Chance!" then we are in two different
universes of meaning: in my universe, there is pattern and causality, and
in yours, only lowly chaos, unordered events open to any interpretation.
This argument will not be resolved without new evidence!
I'd like to point that out
again: the assignment of causality between two events, like "smallpox is
caused by an organism" versus "smallpox is caused by invisible hobgoblins"
is purely a personal choice and only rarely in magical practice is there
enough available evidence to be completely sure.
If we all agree "smallpox
will not touch us if we get rid of all the hobgoblins" and then we get
rid of them, and nobody gets sick, this is the best case of practical magic:
we make a plan, we act on the plan, the plan works, and we assign our success
to magic. "We" is the social group which performed or knew about the magical
act. We is the tribe, and almost all magic is performed relative to a tribe.
If the tribe rules "magic" then it is magic. If not, it's just coincidence.
This is the big key to understanding
the fuss-and-nonsense about "magic" - each different tribe has a local
definition, ranging from the Western Rationalist perspective ("stuff and
nonsense, except for Science") through to, say, African Shamanism ("that
car goes fast because of the strong spirits!"). When these local, tribal
definitions are not in harmony you get "reality wars" - places where conversation
and narrative communication break down because of clashing definitions
of words and cause-and-effect relationships. It is hard to talk coherently
with a person who has a different model of cause-and-effect to your own:
their narratives make no sense at all!
This is the first good diagnostic
for detecting sorcery: localized breakdowns in cause-and-effect relationships
which make communication and storytelling with people outside the tribe
difficult. This indicates that something transpired which is only "real"
inside the tribal group: local reality has diverged far enough from cultural
norms to be called magical reality.
4. Baby Steps in Sorcery.
To a baby, the entire world
seems very god-filled and mysterious and beautiful and terrible. Enormous
beings of unlimited power are responsible for every part of your survival
and experience: your parents are god and goddess, lords of creation, makers
of you. This is the universal imprint to which magic returns again and
again and again: children playing in a reality they do not understand,
overseen by enormous forces they do not control which they hope and pray
are benevolent. To be a magician is to stay a child, living in the unknown,
learning more each day about a universe it seems like you will never understand.
The cheese of Televised Consensus Reality is Swiss, shot full of holes:
the New Age, the Snake Handlers, the Scientologists, the Hindu and Buddhist
nations, Islam, Fundamentalist Christianity. Everybody who appeals to a
higher power, to a notion of reality above and beyond the level of Fox
News is a magician of one sort or another with an alternative model of
reality, and access to alternative models of cause-and-effect.
"This Happened Because Baby
Jesus Is Angry With Your Sorry Ass" is a magical narrative, ascientific,
heinously heretical, arbitrary and childish. This is magical thinking in
the raw: vile blasphemies against common sense and good reason in the name
of a god who would almost certainly disavow all interest in the situation.
That quality: "this makes
no fucking sense and is completely wrong by all reasonable reference points"
is a second good diagnostic for detecting sorcery. Anybody who lives in
a world like that, even for a short while, is a magician of some kind,
hacking cause-and-effect if only in their own minds. Magic is about redefining
reality around your goals, your desires, your needs, your dreams, your
ideas.
Sorcery is about getting
your way in the world.
"I did it MY way" is the
cry of the solitary magician. "WE do it OUR way" is the cry of the magical
tribe.
My house. My rules. Be the
parent of your own magical self!
5. Brass Tacks: Bell, Book
and Candle
Much of the stuff of sorcery
is siddhis - minor powers which are developed by spiritual practice and
meditation. If you can see auras and feel other people's chakras, you can
sometimes detect when someone is lying, or foretell short term events,
or get little visits from spirit guides (your own and other's). You can
communicate with astral beings by telepathy and ask for favors, sometimes
push luck and happenstance by will alone and so on. Humans all have all
kinds of capabilities, and mostly spend their lives with almost all of
their capabilities fully absorbed in the material game we all play. When
you begin to break away from that game, powers of various kinds just come.
The New Age scene is full of people with minor capabilities which would
be totally unremarkable in any shamanic culture, but stick out like sore
thumbs here.
None of that shit really
matters. You can develop it all in a few years of hard work if you want
it, and it'll probably just come to anybody who's serious about living
their life.
No. Real magic starts when
you get ready to slide sideways in reality, crossing over from one form
of existence to another. When you are ready to allow your core definitions
of reality be redefined according to your own will and the will of god,
you're ready to be a real magician, a sorcerer.
The magic circle, that most
potent archetype, is completely real. It represents the personal reality
of the sorcerer, the human aura's projective surface on which reality-as-we-know-it
is shone. The Magic Circle is Plato's Cave, and we, that chained-down god,
amused into captivity by the show on TV in our open-doored prison cell.
Sorcery is the remote control
on reality, the game controller on life. Punch in the cheat codes and the
game changes. But at every step, you find yourself surrounded by peers,
others playing the same game as you, like-meeting-like on the open field.
6. On Angels, Demons and
Other Beings
From time immemorial magicians
have conjured demons: creatures of darkness, evil, hatred, below-bestial
lust, delighting in the murder of hope. Why?
Similarly, consorting with
Angels and Gods is an ancient sport among mages. Why?
None of these creatures
is different in basic structure from you or I at an essential level: each
is a created entity, just like a horse or a dog or a person. They may reside
primarily in the same place you go when you have a dream, a vision or a
nightmare, but rest-assured that you are as unreal to them as they are
to you: one can approach the reality of nearly any being if one has the
skill and agility. If you have a recurring dream of kissing an angel or
being groped by a demon, night after night after night, that it is only
a dream matters little: it is "real enough" to transform your life.
Whether seen with the mind's
eye, in dreams, in visions, in dark glass mirrors, or as apparitions it
matters no more than talking to a person face to face, by email, phone,
fax or postal mail: communication with real entities occurs. They are as
real to you as you are to them, and you can usually decide how "real" you
want to make those kinds of phenomena. If you can experience telepathic
connections with other human beings, why not non-human beings, creatures
from other planes and so on?
Obviously, care and discretion
must be exercised. You don't want, by and large, to hang out with crack
dealing gun toting hoodlums to whom you are a wallet on legs - but if you
want to buy crack, that's where you go. You're sick, you see a doctor.
You're soul sick? Go see an angel, by whatever means necessary.
7. The Hack
The reality you are in is
already magical reality to beings other than you: your talents, your mind,
your body - those things are magical. It is your familiarity, your accumulated
habituation to being your self which produces the illusion of the mundane
world you live in. Because the inside of your aura has the same basic properties
every day, you assume that this is the "real world" and because the surrounding
culture tells you the "real world" is non-magical, you believe them.
However, the upper chakras
or sephiroth (energy centers) control the parts of the psychic body which
shape the aura and the reality projected within it. As one gains conscious
control of those energy centers, it becomes possible (nay, easy) to simply
decide that reality will change it's flow, events will happen themselves
into a different pattern, and it will soon seem normal too.
This interim phase: the
gap between the decision, and that new reality becoming normalized, is
magic. It's the shifting, the crossing, that is magical. When you die,
it's possible "you" will incarnate on a different plane of existence: perhaps
a world where you (and everybody else) can fly, or manifest food from thin
air. Those worlds exist, or at least are written about very often. Somewhere
within your soul there is the ability to exist and manifest in a world
that works in such magical ways.
Sorcery, in essence, is
finding out how your soul could operate in such a world, and then opening
a bubble of that reality in your present environment, so that you can start
exercising those unusual-for-this-place capabilities.
This is The Hack: to use
the full powers of your awakened, expanded soul in a way which revolves
around opening bubbles of alternate reality around yourself and perhaps
your magical tribe: giving reality permission to soften, be changed, and
harden again. To shift local reality in the direction in which your desires
are possible, then to experience them. Note that order: first move reality
such that it is possible, or inevitable... then experience it. Manifesting
things directly in the mundane reality is possible, but very, very hard...
If you stay in that place
of new potentials indefinitely, however, it is no longer magical. It's
just normal again: a higher level normal. It's the shifting which is magical
- the understanding that local reality is defined by consensus, and can
be affected profoundly by your own intentions and the intentions of those
people around you.
As you shift your sense
of reality, you will tend to attract and be attracted to people and places
with compatible realities: what starts as an individual decision about
the nature of reality rapidly takes on the appearance of a "hard reality"
as you find yourself surrounded by others with those beliefs. This is "planar
travel" - moving between different tribes with different normative realities,
or being drawn across the globe to places that are resonant with the reality
you want to feel. Not everybody exists in the same world and although we
do seem to share the same physical space, countless billions of people
will simply never meet.
8. Secrecy, Boundaries and
Magical Orders
The separation between one
consensus reality and another is maintained on many planes of existence
simultaneously. The "causal" level is most notable: cause-and-effect explanations
do not travel well between realities. One group will say "it was the holy
spirit that brought us together" while another will say "well, it was just
one of those parties." It might be the same phenomena, but the local conventions
and names and narrative styles form a divisive "hull" on that world-view.
The linguistic level is an easy way to see boundaries between realities.
There are also often energy membranes that reflect the emotional and psychic
levels of those same divisions.
Secrecy is another powerful
way of partitioning reality: "To Know, To Will, To Dare and To Keep Silent"
goes the old magician's saying. Silence has many purposes, but one of the
primary ones is to partition the local reality of the magician fiercely:
if one simply never speaks of magic, then essentially one's magical tribe
is a tribe of one. This approach gave people a great sense of power and
importance but at some cost in sanity and balance: it matters little how
much you can bend and warp reality in the privacy of your own temple. It's
taking your show out on the road that counts.
A "magical order" or a society
of magicians is typically defined by a large body of shared secrets that
construe the "hull" - the boundary - of the Order. Within that hull reality
often has radically different properties - when all present are members,
and the door is locked, consensus reality can be drawn far, far back without
seeming ill effects. Anybody involved in such a group should realize, however,
that the fluidity of reality is a product of the agreement of all present
that it should be so, and the relative rigidity of reality outside of the
temples of the order likewise: we are all god, and all of equal "power."
This is key: even the most
pig headed being is also god. Their wishes for reality have equal weight
to yours, from the god's eye perspective. All divine children are loved
and respected equally by their cosmic parents, perhaps with some exceptions
for the exceptionally ill-behaved. Just because you get to fly around on
the astral plane or make bubble worlds where nearly all the confining laws
are gone, don't start thinking of yourself as qualitatively better than
other people. You are not. They have collectively willed the mundane world
into existence for reasons we may not even be able to guess at, and we
exist within or alongside that creation.
Only a fool would think
that we are lords and masters, and they are slaves and servants.
9. Of Technique and Purpose
The odds are very strong
that you incarnated in this life for a definite reason. The most fundamental
reason to do magic is to attain the goals and objectives that drew you
to incarnate in the first place.
The shock of incarnation
is huge: the pain of birth, the limitation of infancy, the stress of childhood
disappointment, the drag of age, gravity, the passage of time. The upside
of incarnation is pretty fantastic too, but using magic to cushion the
shocks of the world is no bad thing in the general case. If you came to
be an artist, a performer and a healer, keeping yourself in tip-top shape
by living in a reality in which your body is almost always fabulously well
is no bad thing unless there are specific reasons not to do it. Magic to
that effect might be symbolized as a high energy yoga practice, a special
diet, an amulet, a practice like herbal baths, or just an attitude towards
your body. The creation is of a field of intention, and beyond that, a
field of definition. That is magical in and of itself.
Tactical magic tends to
be a bit more concrete, rather like the difference between interior decor
and jewelry. A small local magical act to fix a specific problem is only
a focus, a concentration, of a more general understanding of reality: a
tiny body decoration rather than an ambient environment. If you need NOT
to get another parking ticket until the next grant check appears, a little
shamanic work to get that end is only an aspect of a more general "everything
here is going well" field.
But the techniques, whatever
they might be, really are just that: they're triggers, ways of harnessing
the innate power of an individual human being's manifestation engine, incarnation
engine, life engine. Ways of tapping into what we all do all the time unconsciously
to co-create the world we live in. There are some exceptions: invocations
in angelic languages, for example, tend to work not so much because the
magician thinks they will, but because angels hear their names, read intentions
and can choose to respond... one of the few cases in which magic is rather
more objective than subjective.
Magic is nothing less than
the creation of reality at will. We are all doing it all the time, but
the reality we choose to create most of the time is defined to be concordant
with the ambient reality of the planet, the nation and the social group
we are in. Taking responsibility for tuning your own reality for the effect
and lifestyle you choose is a big step but that's really all there is to
magic. True magic, or sorcery, is in realizing that we have this capability,
that we use it all the time to create the "normal" world, and that we can
optionally become conscious and capable of action on those levels of reality,
redefining our world at will and pleasure.
This is my understanding
of the Nath Way, the Nath Sampradaya. It is a society of beings who, understanding
that they are in some sense god, and fully vested members of the cosmic
family, choose to live as they will, using intention, will, ritual, magic,
and every other aspect of life as means to the end: enjoying the universe
that god created with us.