The Four Faculties Part I of VI:
The following is excerpted from a work in
progress by Bob Makransky entitled The Great Wheel, which is a
commentary on William Butler Yeats’ A Vision.
This six-part series consists of the
following articles: Part I - Past Life Regressions; Part II
- Probable Reality Progressions; Part III - Recapitulation;
Part IV - The Four Memories of the Daimon; Part V - The Akashic
Records; Part VI - Familiarity
Past Life Regressions
“We manufacture whatever immortal souls we have out of the bits of
difference we make by living in this world.”
- Sue Hubbell, The Sweet Bees
Running past
life regressions is a good way to introduce yourself to the practice of
magic. It’s so simple to learn that you can easily master the
basic method in less than an hour’s time; yet it is so far-reaching in
its ramifications that a few months of playing around with it for an
hour or so every night can completely transform your life.
Most of us
New Agers believe in the reality of past lives, even though we can’t
actually remember them. We embrace this doctrine because it seems
logical: it explains the vicissitudes of our present existence as
the patterns and choices we ourselves made in other lives. The
ability to actually remember past lives seems to be the possession of a
fortunate few, like Edgar Cayce, who are born with mysterious psychic
powers far beyond our reach. But in fact, the ability to recall
past lives can be easily learned by anybody – all that is required is
an open mind. And there are incalculable insights (and
surprises!) that await the adventurer willing to explore these byways
of his or her own subconscious.
The entry
technique here is adapted from William Swygard’s excellent booklets on
Awareness Techniques. There’s no need to memorize the
following instructions: either have someone read them to you (you
indicate to the reader when you have accomplished each task by saying
“okay”); or else tape record the instructions for your own use, leaving
a little time for yourself to complete each task.
Choose a time when you are calm,
alert, and will not be disturbed. If you are an astrologer, you
can use a lunar planetary hour; however this is merely a help, not a
necessity. Have a notebook and pen (or tape recorder) at
hand. Remove your shoes, loosen any restrictive clothing, and lie
down on your bed. Take some deep breaths, and then put your
attention on your toes and relax them with a deep breath. Move up
to your feet and relax them with a breath; then relax your ankles,
calves, knees, thighs, arms, hands, fingers and so on up to your head.
Take a deep
breath and imagine that you are extending your height by stretching
your legs until you are about a yard longer than your usual
height. Then return to normal size. Take another deep
breath and imagine that you are extending your height by stretching
your neck until you are a yard longer than your usual height.
Then return. With another breath imagine that you are extending
your height by stretching your legs until they touch the wall.
Then return. Take another breath and imagine you are stretching
your neck until your head touches the wall. Then return.
Then take a
deep breath and imagine yourself swelling up like a balloon to twice
your volume; then release the breath and imagine returning to normal
size. After you’ve succeeded at this, take a breath and imagine
yourself inflating and filling the entire room; then return. When
you can do this, take a deep breath and imagine yourself engulfing the
entire house; then return. Next, take a breath and swell up until
you are bigger than the house and float upwards into the sky.
Look down as you rise and imagine you are seeing the house, the
neighborhood, the surrounding countryside, as if from an ascending
balloon. Allow yourself to float freely up, up, until you are in
the clouds far above the earth.
Then command
yourself to descend lightly back to earth in another lifetime.
Look down at your feet; how are you shod? Look at your
clothes; what are you wearing? Look around you; what kind of
place are you in? Inside, outside? If inside, what is the
building like? If outside, what are the surroundings like?
Are there any other people around you? Who are they? What
are they doing? What time or country does it seem to be?
What are you doing in the scene? Why are you there? You
concern yourself with these sorts of questions until you feel you’re
plugged into the past life; then you just let the thing flow and take
you where it will. If someone has been helping you, you can
describe the scene to them as it unfolds; if you are alone you can take
notes (dividing your attention between the scene and the
note-taking).
When you
first come down the scene will be fuzzy at first. You look at
your feet, then your clothing, then your environment, to put the pieces
of the picture into place. You ask questions of the regression to
connect yourself to it – to make that life vivid and bring it into
focus. For me (who is not especially psychic) regressions are
rather murky; I can’t usually make out faces clearly, nor colors unless
they’re very bright. You see the regression with your mind’s eye,
but it’s more felt than seen – more like a series of emotional tableaux
than a movie. You usually only hit the high points of a given
life; you don’t see all the day-to-day routine. It’s not unlike a
daydream or fantasy, except you soon realize that something other than
your conscious mind is running it, and that something is your
feelings. The experience will be more or less vivid depending on
how much you block it. Don’t judge the experience (by thinking,
for example, “This isn’t real – this is just my imagination!”).
Just let it happen; if you want to evaluate it, wait until it’s
over. This is not an exercise for your conscious mind, so tell
your conscious mind to butt out and keep its judgments to itself.
When you
first start to use this sort of technique you don’t know how it’s
supposed to feel (you can’t believe it could be this easy!), so you may
have doubts about whether you are doing it correctly. Don’t worry
– if anything at all is unfolding before your mind’s eye, you’re doing
it right. If there is no flow or direction (you’re stopped in one
scene), it means you are purposely blocking it. You’ll know quite
well if you’re doing this. To unblock yourself at any point, just
ask more questions: What time of day or season is it? What
kind of building / vegetation is around you? And so on.
In running
past life regressions it is useful to have a notebook or tape recorder
in hand to jot down the past life as it occurs. Since the content
of a regression is largely emotional, it tends to fade quickly from
conscious memory, and it’s often useful to have a record of it for
future reference. It’s a simple matter to divide your attention
between the past life and the notebook. Once you get the hang of
the entry technique, you can dispense with the going up in the sky and
coming down each time.
You might
want to experiment with running past lives involving people you know
from this life. Try this: when you’re up in the clouds ask to see
a past life involving someone you love in this life. Then ask to
see a past life with someone you dislike in this life. Simply
give the command: “I’d like to see a past life with so-and-so” at
the time you command to view a past life. The powers that be will
steer you to the right place.
Also, you can
ask questions during the regression, such as: “Do I know that
past-life person in this lifetime?” and you’ll usually get an
answer, which will come as either a conscious thought or a
feeling. The theory is that you have an infinite number of lives
with every being on earth, not to mention other places, but some are
closer to your present life than others – more connected to it in terms
of lessons to be learned in this life – and these are the lives that
usually pop up in regressions.
“We all to some extent meet
again and again the same people and certainly in some cases form a kind
of family of two or three or more persons who come together life after
life until all passionate relations are exhausted, the child of one
life the husband, wife, brother, sister of the next. Sometimes,
however, a single relationship will repeat itself, turning its
revolving wheel again and again.” – A Vision
The question
naturally arise as to whether these past life regressions actually are
past lives, or whether the whole thing is just an exercise in
imagination. These regressions are not always factually accurate
portrayals of other times and places (unless you’re very
psychic). You can certainly interpolate anachronisms into them if
you want to. Moreover a life supposedly taking place in ancient
Rome often looks suspiciously like something out of Cecil B.
DeMille. In other words, we obviously filter these regressions
through our present-day concepts.
Also it is
often difficult to relate to the “you” in a regression. He or she
doesn’t act or react the way you would, and so it’s hard to accept or
understand in what sense that person is you; much less that you are
personally responsible for all the mischief that person is doing.
Nonetheless
there is an emotional truth in regressions that argues for their being
taken seriously, no matter whether they are “real” (whatever that
means) or merely figments. The real touch in a past life
regression is with the feelings that the “you” in the regression is
experiencing. There are emotional echoes – little pings of
recognition – that you will know mean something to you personally, even
if you are at a loss to put them into words. For example, you
often recognize the people you know from this lifetime when you
encounter them in regressions by the feeling you have for them. I
first learned to feel the people around me (instead of merely react to
them on a thought form level) by doing past life regressions:
understanding how I felt about them in past lives helped me to get a
grip on how I really feel about them in this life.
It is the
emotional content of these regressions which is of primary importance,
not whether they are conceptually real (although my spirit guides
assure me that they are no more nor less real than the life we are
living now). Nor is it important that you intellectually resolve
the “meaning” of this or that life. You just try to be aware that
such-and-such a person is hurting you in this lifetime because you
asked him to, to atone for what you did to him in another life; or that
your stirrings towards music, say, or agriculture reflect a valid part
of your being – another life in which you were a musician or a farmer;
or that your irrational anger, joy, fears, and hopes are often quite
rational and logical after all.
The emotional
recognition in a regression is due to an actual line which connects you
to the “you” in the regression. Clairvoyants see these connections as
fibers of living light, but most people sense them as feelings,
emotional connections. The theory is that these fibers from other
lives bind us to neurotic patterns of behavior in this one – we feel a
need to keep reliving our mistakes until we get them right. By
running past lives it becomes possible to recognize these patterns,
which immediately releases a lot of the energy that’s tied up in
them; i.e., it loosens the fibers between that life and this one,
allowing the conscious mind to decide if it wants to do something about
the patterns (instead of being dominated by them unawares).
After running a life, it often
helps to jot down the impressions you have of it. What was the
main thrust or purpose of that life? What lessons did you
learn? How did you feel about it after you died? There’s no
need to become morbid or obsessed about past lives – just draw your
conclusions and move on. After you have run a great many
past lives, you will begin to notice certain trends or feelings that
keep recurring over and over. For example, during a difficult
time in my marriage my guides directed me and my wife to run scores of
past lives that we had together, so that we would understand how it was
that we were at the place we had gotten to. It turned out that in
most of our past lives together one of us had murdered the other
one. Beyond that there were many other recurrent themes
throughout our lives together that were repeated in this present
life.
“The victim must, in the
Shiftings, live the act of cruelty, not as victim but as tyrant;
whereas the tyrant must by a necessity of his or her nature become the
victim. …The souls of victim and tyrant are bound together and, unless
there is a redemption through the intercommunication of the living and
the dead, that bond may continue life after life.” – A
Vision
Because our viewpoint is
necessarily couched in linear time it is inconceivable to us that
everyone we have met in our lives – even strangers passing on the
street who we don’t even nod to – get together on some level and agree
to people each other’s lives. It’s very much like actors in a
play getting together, rehearsing, having a performance, and disbanding
at the end.
For most
people the vast majority of past lives consist either of unremitting
hardship and suffering, or else of selfishness and chicanery. I,
personally, have had lots of lives as a scoundrel, and it’s interesting
how many bells these ring for me in my present life. It can
humble you a little, or at least make you realize that in your own
heart there is a killer, a drunkard, or a psychopath, no matter how
pious and privileged you think you are.
On the other
hand, you’ll find lives in which you were quite admirable – courageous,
loving, and wise. These lives will also directly connect to your
better side in this life, and confirm your sense of purpose and
direction.
It’s this
emotional recognition which is the gist of the thing. This is
your own heart speaking to you, giving you messages of truth which you
usually ignore or take for granted until they’re somehow pointed out to
you. Past life regressions bring a lot of subconscious flotsam
and jetsam up to the conscious mind, which is necessary because
everything originates in the conscious mind, and can only be controlled
or dispelled by the conscious mind; but first the conscious mind has to
be made aware of it. Running past life regressions loosens our
light fibers by tuning us into other moods (“life purposes”) from other
lives and realities.
An Example Past Life Regression
Because
listening to other people’s past life regressions is not unlike sitting
through a slide show of their trip to Europe, I have deliberately
chosen for this example the most bizarre, outré past life I’ve
ever run. Notice how first I plug into the feelings of that
lifetime, and only when that connection is made does the story
unfold.
…. An old
wooden shack. It looks like Appalachia, or maybe the pine barrens
of south Jersey. I think it’s the pine barrens. I hate my
mother. I don’t know if I really hate her, i.e. her treatment of
me leaves me fuming; it’s very unfair. She just happens to be a
bitter, bitter woman who takes it all out on me. Father is
dead? At least he’s not present. It’s just me and
her. She uses me for her whipping boy, but although I fume, I
bite my tongue and don’t cross her. It’s because I understand how
unhappy she is, and that she doesn’t feel she has any choice except to
be the way she is. I tend to forgive her as we go along.
I seem to be
more sensitive, understanding, and loving in this life than in most of
my other lives (I think it’s just an image). For example, I can
talk to plants and animals. I try to spend as much of my time as
possible off in the woods talking to my friends, the plants and
animals. I run naked. I have animal vision and animal
sense. I can tell when there are other humans around and I avoid
them. With my mother I feel I am pretending to be a human being,
but that actually I’m not. My humanness is a masquerade.
Actually, I’m
kind of nuts, although I do have a lot of sixth sense intuition.
It is true that I’m repressing a lot of feelings to maintain this
façade of equanimity. I see now [from the vantage point of
my present life] that a lot of my gentleness and communing with nature
is an image, an escape from her, because I won’t admit to myself how
much I hate her. I pretend she doesn’t affect me, that I’m not
really human anyway. In other words, I’m not as gentle and
spiritual as I think, that’s just an image of myself that I have.
I think I’m superior to human beings, that I’m on a level above them,
but that’s just a game I’m playing (although I can talk to plants and
animals).
Anyway, I do
hate my mother more than I’ll let myself cop to. I try to pretend
I’m above those sorts of emotions, and that she can heap all her poison
on me and it doesn’t affect me at all. I’m glad I’m there for her
to do that to, I understand why she’s doing it, it’s not her fault,
etc. etc.
Except one
day I pop. Something in me just snaps, and I kill her. I
hit her in the face with an iron bar. There’s no thought behind
it: she’s carrying on like she always does and I’m taking it like
I always do, and then the next minute I’ve killed her.
Then I sort
of go into a state of shock. There’s no precedent for this.
My world heretofore wasn’t that pleasant, but at least it was pat and
figured out and everything had its place; and now my mother is dead and
I’ve killed her. I’m totally at a loss; so what I do is go on as
before. I pretend she’s still alive. I prop her up in her
chair and serve her food at meal times; we eat together; then at
bedtime I carry her to her bed and tuck her in. In the morning I
get her up and brush her hair, take her to the table for breakfast,
etc. Even as the months go by and she starts rotting and falling
apart I carry her back and forth from the table to her bed to her easy
chair.
Of course,
there’s a part of me that knows this is a total fiction – that part is
diabolical and is happy that the bitch is dead and I can mock her every
day by pretending she’s alive; it’s like a sarcastic side of me.
But the outward part – the image part – continues to pretend that
nothing has changed. This is also calculated to make whoever
discovers me think I’m nuts, so I won’t be held accountable for killing
her.
But it is the
continuation of the masquerade I adopted when she was alive: “Oh
yes, mother? Anything I can do for you, mother?” It’s the
continuation of my “nice guy”, “spiritual guy” mask: that guy
wouldn’t have killed his mother, so of course I didn’t kill my
mother. The diabolical, sarcastic part of me is actually my
anchor to sanity, and the nice guy mask is actually nuts. The two
of them are in sort of a battle.
Probably, if
I’d lived longer, the nice guy would have won and I’ve have gone
completely nuts for good. But eventually a bunch of cops came in
and shuffled me off, and everything after that is a blur of uniforms
and cells – nothing that makes any sense. I guess I retreated
into insanity to be able to handle it.
They must
have executed me because I’m still young when I die. I meet my
mother. She has not changed one iota. She is still, in the
afterlife, playing all the same games she did on earth; and she was
hanging around waiting for me to rejoin her and serve her. She
doesn’t blame me for killing her; she just wants me to take up the same
role I played for her on earth; and I do it. There in the
afterlife we create a perfect replica of the life we had together on
earth: the same ramshackle house, furniture, etc., with her
abusing me all day long and me sneaking off to be with the plants and
animals. The only difference is that in the afterlife I no longer
hate her. It’s as if all my images finally came true – I’m truly
indifferent to how she treats me, I know she’s doing what she does
because she can’t help it, etc. I certainly don’t love her, but
neither am I repressing anger at her because I don’t know what else to
do.
We’re still
at it to this day – out there in the ozone somewhere she and I are
still carrying on this pine barrens life as if nothing had
happened.
* * *
By running past life regressions
we have a safe and powerful technique for bringing useful information
up from the subconscious, to help us get to our true purpose in
incarnating, and to understand and accept who we really are. This
is what W.B. Yeats termed being "in-phase" as opposed to being
"out-of-phase" – i.e. being in tune with one's true purpose in
incarnating in this lifetime, as opposed to surrendering one's free
choice in life in order to conform to societal fiat (socially-approved
images and expectations).
A true life purpose is to feel
certain feelings. That’s all. Not to accomplish anything in
particular in the world; not to be successful, or a failure; or
mediocre; not to become enlightened, or to be saved; but just to
feel. To feel triumphant; or defeated; or impoverished; or
affluent; or cruel; or victimized; or helpless; or powerful; or
lustful; or repressed; etc. etc. Each life has a feeling of its
own, which is like the sum total of all the feelings felt during that
life. In different probable realities and lifetimes different
facets of life purpose are felt. In lives in which we take the
easy way out and follow socially-approved images and expectations
without asking too many questions or reflecting upon meanings, we tend
to get hung up on a low level of life purpose (which W.B. Yeats termed
"Will"); whereas in lives and probably realities where we make great
personal sacrifices for other people’s sake with no thought of reward,
we get a little bit higher (the three higher Faculties). And in
the lives in which we open our hearts completely, we get a whole lot
higher.
Life purpose can and does change
in a twinkling during any given lifetime or probable reality. For
example consider Viktor Frankl’s life purpose at Auschwitz, described
in his book Man’s Search for Meaning, which he understood very well
meant to stop dwelling upon his own suffering and serve his patients as
best he could. That was Frankl’s life purpose only from the point
when he was sent to Auschwitz. Prior to that his life purpose
might have entailed escaping from Europe and avoiding all the pain and
suffering he subsequently went through. He surely had
probable realities of successful escape from the particular destiny
which later unfolded; and in those realities his life purpose would
have been very different in terms of the amount of suffering he had to
undergo to learn his lesson (to serve his true purpose in that
lifetime).
Just as true life’s purpose can
change in a twinkling, so too can it be blown in a twinkling. I
apparently blew my life purpose for this lifetime by making a decision
which seemed rather innocent – even virtuous and noble – when I made
it; but which led in the fullness of time to my eventual divorce.
My spirit guides’ comments on this are: "Your purpose in this lifetime
was to unite with (your wife). THAT’S what you incarnated
for. And the pressure that drove you two apart was the pressure
of all your previous lives of conflict and making war on each other
bearing upon this lifetime. And now that pressure has increased
because of you guys’ failure in this lifetime. This doesn’t mean
that your life is a total failure – you always start from right where
you are. But in terms of what you set out to do in this lifetime,
yes, you have failed and there’s nothing you can do to undo the damage
now." Every time I reread these words it bums me out a bit, to
say the least. But regret is cheap. All that really matters
is taking note of the error and soldiering on.
The extent to
which people don’t let themselves feel feelings is the extent to which
they are obstructing their life purpose (what is termed being
"out-of-phase" rather than "in-phase"). Yet this can also be
called their life purpose: they also serve who only stand and
wait. The Willy Loman’s and Warren Schmidt’s of the world –
those who feel timid and defeated – also have a life purpose; and that
purpose is no less noble or ennobling than the life purpose of a Jesus
or Buddha. Sometimes it is people’s life purpose to suffer
unspeakable pain, or boredom and "meaninglessness". When we
run past life regressions we see that most of our own lives have been
like that. It’s all the same – there’s no such thing as a wasted
life or a wasted lesson, although certainly there are wasted
opportunities. In my role as a Mayan priest I’ve been privileged
to witness many other people’s life lessons, which consist mainly of
blown opportunities; and needless to say I’ve blown many, many
opportunities myself.
It is sometimes asked, what is
the true purpose of a life of unremitting pain and suffering?
What is the purpose of a life of being caught up innocently in war,
massacres, genocide, disease, grinding poverty, starvation? What
is the purpose of suffering catastrophic fear and pain which one has
done nothing to merit? The answer is that sometimes it is
just a person’s purpose to suffer. As Viktor Frankl put it:
"Dostoevski said once, 'There is
only one thing that I dread: not to be worthy of my
sufferings.' These words frequently came to my mind after I
became acquainted with those martyrs whose behavior in camp, whose
suffering and death, bore witness to the fact that the last inner
freedom cannot be lost. It can be said that they were worthy of
their sufferings; the way they bore their suffering was a genuine inner
achievement. It is this spiritual freedom – which cannot be taken
away – that makes life meaningful and purposeful.
"... It did not really matter
what we expected from life, but rather what life expected from
us. We needed to stop asking about the meaning of life, and
instead to think of ourselves as those who were being questioned by
life – daily and hourly. Our answer must consist, not in talk and
meditation, but in right action and in right conduct.
"... When a man finds that it is
his destiny to suffer, he will have to accept his suffering as his
task; his single and unique task. He will have to acknowledge the
fact that even in suffering he is unique and alone in the
universe. No one can relieve him of his suffering or suffer in
his place. His unique opportunity lies in the way in which he
bears his burden."
(excerpted from Magical Almanac
Ezine, http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MagicalAlmanac
Copyright © 2007 by Bob
Makransky. All rights reserved).
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