Ennoia
I cant help this longing...
This feeling
This gentle thread that pulls from
deep from my heart
my center...
I am inside out...
and the stars look on me as I
crouch in the dark forest under a tree that ages have forgotten ...
The silence I seek is nowhere near ...
but I find what passes for peace only
in the deep wilds
I feel that my place here is
diminishing....
If I could have one wish, it would be
that I would not be alone...
Some one who could just sit beside me
under the tree and not speak just hear the truth in the wind
for I feel I cant reach the far
shores,
and that my time here will end empty
and with deep sadness that I could not show my love the way I wish I
could....
I am tired of being alone in my pain
The silence in the forest hears my
heart but heals not the rift of losing.
I can hold it in only so long before
the wild forest asks me for my tears...my payment for acceptance...
Where I am when I find my fears and
hopes are entwined is alone.....
but some how even that mystery makes
soothing sense in the dark Forest....
Why cant I hold the hand of love in
mine
Under the sky...
In the deep quiet....
Just even for a day.........
Time passes
&
I wish I wasn't.....
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Love, Truth and Will
- Taz
